Friday, May 28, 2004
and i did what i never could done it
or maybe what i wasnot suppose to do it.
and i know i might have make a full and k...k... out of my self. but at least i done that.
and i have no excuse for later on or any thing else or any regret
although i didn't have any after what happens the last time
now: my hand r shaking,
my whole body is shaking !!!!!
mane gooogooli!!!!!
and i have no control over my head which is spinning and my heart which is jumping jumping.
and i am freezing big time
and honest to god i really don't care if i go through this feeling again in next couple of week or not.
beacuse i was 98% sure what will happen and i just risked for that 2%.
me who never risk a game if i would have had less than 70% chance of winning.
maybe it was time that helpme change, maybe because i knew i don't have any thing else to loose,
i thought (in the worst case) I might lose my pride.
but know i find out not even i will lose any thing but this moment I just achive courage
done by babay
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or maybe what i wasnot suppose to do it.
and i know i might have make a full and k...k... out of my self. but at least i done that.
and i have no excuse for later on or any thing else or any regret
although i didn't have any after what happens the last time
now: my hand r shaking,
my whole body is shaking !!!!!
mane gooogooli!!!!!
and i have no control over my head which is spinning and my heart which is jumping jumping.
and i am freezing big time
and honest to god i really don't care if i go through this feeling again in next couple of week or not.
beacuse i was 98% sure what will happen and i just risked for that 2%.
me who never risk a game if i would have had less than 70% chance of winning.
maybe it was time that helpme change, maybe because i knew i don't have any thing else to loose,
i thought (in the worst case) I might lose my pride.
but know i find out not even i will lose any thing but this moment I just achive courage
done by babay
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